I didn't realize that it had been this long since I had posted.
She is flying to meet the OM this weekend. It's literally killing me.
It turns out that our oldest daughter saw all this go down on friday night the 10th in a bar. This predator is her softball coach. She tried to get her Mom out of there but it got ugly.
Daughter now knows what is up after coming to visit my wife and I and finding this wreck.
Wife had been lying to her as well as everyone else.
So, all kids are aware, all close friends are aware.
Out of them all there are 2 enablers with one being d23.
And she is still pushing the destruct button dammit!
I moved out this last weekend. I've been dark since Sunday.
That is amazing! 1 e mail Monday.
Today, 1 e mail, a phone call, and a tm. None answered of course.
I'm betting my brother that tomorrow brings 5 total.Ha Ha!
I don't really care at this point, I'm finding I feel detached, kind of floaty. This thing that she's doing this weekend has got me weirded out. One minute I want to kill and then I go calm and tell myself to let God handle it.
Frickin' emotions! It's good though. What got me here was my inability to hear and talk with my heart. Way too much cranium!
Next week is gonna be special I think.
5 miles a morning and a good sweat before work. From 12 plus cups of Coffee a day to half a cup and some green tea.
4 months quit on a 23 year habit of smoking and even this crap isn't bringing that nastiness back.
I'm feeling incredible on the phys. side!
Baptised this past saturday to boot. Spritually amazing!
