Yes it's hard. I still romanticize that he is with a beauty queen ~ with money ~ and they are always happy and having fun. That I am not enough - but then I remember the love, support and acceptance I have given him over the years. The smiles I have brought to his face - daily - laughs I've provided. True love that I guarantee no one else could provide him. For that, I am proud.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time