I am trying, thank you for your post. This is the hardest I've ever tried in my life. I have so much to fix, but not enough time to save my M I think. But I'm working on me daily for my girls and for myself. I have self esteem and trust issues thanks to my parents and I don't want my girls to go through the same thing.

I'm backing away from my sitch. Only communication btwn my H and I is through text and email. Beginning to hate texts bc it added to the loss of intimacy in my M and also too
Much communication at times. But anyway. I haven't spoken to H since Sunday. And I probably wont till he comes to see the kids next wknd. I need the space too. I still see him as my H where as he already sees me as his ex.

I need to get my head straight.

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug