Well, I DO want another man in my life, and I WILL have another man so I am comfortable planning the future with that thought in mind.
I walked into the amusement park and immediately had flashbacks of when I was 10, riding the spider, and hating it! I decided then and there that there is plenty to do in life besides go on amusement park rides (although I think I could do the spider again when S is older). So I decided to not pressure myself to overcome that fear. And then I felt relief! Even with a boyfriend, oh well...how often do you go on rollercoasters (like the REAL ones,lol!) when you are with someone?
No, haven't heard from him since the text yesterday but am not concerned in the least. Date by date or not at all- am proud of myself for having this mindset. And frankly, I DID think it would be respectful to hear from him the morning after and he contacted me so now I feel fine. After all, he is meeting with his exgirlfriend this week so I might not "see" him again- I do know I will get my ring back, though! I wish I didnt leave it but oh well- it was accidental...
am looking forward to an evening where I will work out, take a bath, put away laundry...just take it easy.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004