I'm finding that I'm handling 75% of my days pretty well - but by the end of the day the sadness overwhelms me.
I am currently choosing NC. I need it - however, is it true "out of sight out of mind"? In other words, who has his ear now? The way H has described his feelings to me and the kids absence will not make the heart grow fonder. At what point (if any) does the LBS initiate contact about R? Ever? Just wondering. If LBS doesn't and H never does ~ is that the way it ends?
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
