Unfortunatly things didn't go good at all today. It's over, so now I need to stop worrying about the divorce and work on myself. I am a very weak person and need to find a way to improve my self-esteem and appearance.
She called and started to b*tch about things. I told her I wanted my tooth money and she initially refused and laughed at me for even thinking that she would give it to me. I then threatened her with taking half the house and calling welfare on her so she changed her mind. Told her I wanted it today, but she said it was impossible and that she would give me the money at the end of the week. I told her that she had until tomorrow night. She will not end the EA/PA and said that she has witnesses that say that I am gay (which I am not). I dropped the major bomb and told her that I believe in karma and the reason why she has cancer is because karma is coming back for her.
I know I did wrong by the things I said and the way I said them, but at this point...I don't really care anymore. I don't care if everything is exposed and we are in huge trouble with the IRS or end up in jail. I don't care what happens to her anymore. I guess you could say that I finally got my balls back. Now I just need to concentrate on myself so that I don't feel so depressed all the time.
LG,
Eat well. Exercise. Get sleep.
Don't threaten. Decide what YOU want to do, then do it. Don't let her push your buttons. Don't let your emotions control your actions. Do The Right Thing, even when it's hard.
