Unfortunatly things didn't go good at all today. It's over, so now I need to stop worrying about the divorce and work on myself. I am a very weak person and need to find a way to improve my self-esteem and appearance.
She called and started to b*tch about things. I told her I wanted my tooth money and she initially refused and laughed at me for even thinking that she would give it to me. I then threatened her with taking half the house and calling welfare on her so she changed her mind. Told her I wanted it today, but she said it was impossible and that she would give me the money at the end of the week. I told her that she had until tomorrow night. She will not end the EA/PA and said that she has witnesses that say that I am gay (which I am not). I dropped the major bomb and told her that I believe in karma and the reason why she has cancer is because karma is coming back for her.
I know I did wrong by the things I said and the way I said them, but at this point...I don't really care anymore. I don't care if everything is exposed and we are in huge trouble with the IRS or end up in jail. I don't care what happens to her anymore. I guess you could say that I finally got my balls back. Now I just need to concentrate on myself so that I don't feel so depressed all the time.
