I admit it! I want the stuff!!lol. There isn't much stuff to want, and I am thinking about that TV mostly, but darn--I do want it!!
Oh, and the dishwasher in my garage--it is a beaut! I should have it installed I think....make sure it "stays".lol.
You're in a good place if you just want to be friends and no hard feelings. You are so right--anger takes a lot of energy and it isn't at all productive. I will be friends with my H some day--I am just not built to have bitter feelings forever. Right now I am giving him a bit of a show. I don't know if getting angry is a bit counterproductive, or a 180 for MY sitch.
All I know is, I see all the "signs" that my H is in misery. I feel sorry for him. I don't have any real, lasting anger at him at all.
But I feel my sitch is not "over" by a long shot. After I blew up at him he went, on his own, to the C!
It's a weird, weird journey--I'm still hanging on!!lol.
