I am being served tomorrow morning my H informs me.
(((lauraoh))) i'm so sorry to hear that. you did a lot of work and you maintain a positive attitude throughout. i know you will be okay with or without your h.
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I am still pretty "happy" inside (Ok, had a bit of a meltdown yesterday--did he HAVE to do this to us on the first day of S14's school--he just entered 9th grade!)
we're all entitled to a meltdown. but your quota for the month is done, my friend.
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It does NOT mean that you don't want your H. I want my H, I am ANGRY at his behaviour, and I am still very much "happy" about a lot of things--good friends, plans for my future either way, a beautiful home that will be ALL MINE to do what I want etc.
yes, i still want my h. i wish he would come out to play squash. i'm almost at a state where i just want us to be friends .. no hard feelings. i understand that he's mad but it takes so much negative energy to stay mad at someone. can't you put it aside for one night and have fun? who wants to live like that? it's so depressing and that's so not me right now.
btw, are you taking that big flat screen tv as well?
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Your parents need to see the "Ok" you. Listen, this wasn't what YOU wanted--but we live in a society where just one person can do this--not YOUR FAILURE!! I personally am so at peace about this because I did do "the work". I worked my BUTT off and no one can make me "feel guilt" about it.
i wanted my family to see that i was genuinely "OK". the last few times i went home, it was because i was having a meltdown over the d. for once, i want them to see me bright and happy.
i hope you stick around and help me through my stitch. but i will be thinking of you.
