Hi girls, my books arrived yesterday. Among others the new by Schnarch, Intimacy and Desire. I apsolutely LOVE his concept. His "logic" appeals to me, it makes sense. And it helps me too at this stage.
I also got from Abandoment to Healing which is a book a lot of people suggested. I got one about my mom:Rs between daughters and mothersit's type of book, an area I want to work at before it is too late. I am watching her deteriorate and it's sad to realise she is no superwoman as I always thought she was. I think my mom will collapse if she will lose my dad. Hopefully not for many years to come. Unfortunately, it looks like it will be a lot sooner. I also got the 4 principles...
H is leaving today and coming back tomorrow night. One more day at work and we are gone!!! Last night he had the day off from the newspaper and he took us out for Mexican. Like a family date. It was warm and nice. I wore a dress and high heel sandals and when he came to pick us up, he didnt say one word. Not the whole evening either, makes me sad how I am not a woman in his eyes. It is a serious blow for my ego and self confidence. Need to deal with that as well. Maybe I need to become a slut so that he notices K
