I am just sad that I let myself ever get in this position. I will never do it again. I thought I put my family first and made choices with my W. Now I can't put any body first. I need to put myself first, so I can do what I want for them. Then they will be first.
Once I dig out of this hole I am in, I will never let myself get into it again. I need to be selfish to to selfless if that makes sense to anyone.
I uderstand exactly how you are feeling. We agreed to this lifestyle (SAHD) with our W but now we pay the price. I sometimes wish I had never stayed home, but then I remind myself that I would not be as close to my kids as I am.
Hang in there LSG, it will get better for us both.
