Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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Oh, D made son a fishing pole because I cannot get him one either when I take him to watch people fish tomorrow. She said she wants him to have fun. We made our own bait, actually D made it for him. She is going to Soak City with a friend, so she wanted to help me and him to enjoy ourself together. I am excited for him. I love my D and S so much. D is so sweet, and S is so kind. I am just sad that I let myself ever get in this position. I will never do it again. I thought I put my family first and made choices with my W. Now I can't put any body first. I need to put myself first, so I can do what I want for them. Then they will be first.

Once I dig out of this hole I am in, I will never let myself get into it again. I need to be selfish to to selfless if that makes sense to anyone.