Stop apologizing for your behavior. Go read No More Mr Nice Guy again CD. Apologizing for being distant in the meeting? This is you seeking her approval and your fear of doing something which might make her like you less.
CD, it's about you and NOT her. This woman is having an A on you. Knock, knock.
Yep. This was the weak part that made me feel sick as I drove away. Mad at myself for going down that road.
Originally Posted By: Steady
I think you could have left out the whole conversation after the meeting.
We had some details to work out but I "saw something" during the meeting I wanted to check on. I saw a sadness/fear. In restrospect, I should have stayed on task.