Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Back in Feb/March of this year, I heard her say the words, "This is the best our M has ever been!" We were the strongest we'd been in years.

As far as you know, the current EA started about a month later, right around your April blowup. What changed in your M between March and April for your W to open up to someone else, or did the EA start before this, and your W said this to try to convince herself? She did start taking classes with OM in January...

You can't play golf in Dec/Jan/Feb/March. I was spending alot of time at home.

She bought me a golf membership in late March. I started to abuse that by spending 3+ days a week on the golf course. I would take my S4 a 1/3rd of the time. I wasn't home at least one full day a weekend. April/May is a HUGE golf tournament season. I played 8 tournaments in 5 weeks or so. I wasn't home or even around very much. I had to travel for business too, which took me away several weekends. My priorities were screwed up.

Most LBS's, including myself, thought things were pretty good pre-bomb. I see how you look at your W; how does she look at you?

Right now? I think that's pretty self explanatory, otherwise I wouldn't be here. She says she doesn't want to be with me. Isn't attracted to me. That I was NEVER around to help. Re-writing M history, but not entirely. For a good 2 1/2 months I wasn't around because of my outside hobby and work. Although that doesn't justify the EA, it is what it is.

But, she respects and loves me and wants to try for this M. Or, at least that is what she says.