soleil,
Originally Posted By: soleil
...Like I am regressing in life?
No, you're going through hell on the roller coaster.
But I'd suggest seeing your Dr. about depression and AD meds. You'll welcome the relief, trust me.

Peace,

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac