It's my emotions when I am by myself that I am not proud of. I have a good day or two and think that I am making progress, and then rock bottom comes flying out of nowhere.
It's rough, I know. It will make you stronger emotionally and mentally, however, if you embrace what is happening, and deal with it all in the best way you can.
MY W filed for divorce. It should have been final already, but it was delayed at one point by her, and I have no idea if it will be arriving in the mail any day now or not.
I know she invited me to her appt to go swimming yesterday, and it was really hot, so I took her up on that because it sounded nice. We went to dinner Friday and she paid her share. Are things improving with us? We are certainly better company to one another, but who knows what the future holds? It's like dating with us: will there be a third date? I guess it depends on how we both feel about that.
My point is... when you let go... you really don't know what is going to happen, but you do get to choose how you respond.
Last edited by TimeHeals; 08/09/1003:47 PM.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-
