Had a good night last night, W and I watched Closer together and talked about things other than the show. We talked about her riding horses and small chit chat about current events. This is one thing i have changed, she used to get mad that we did not interact about our lives outside of the kids. So all in all it was pleasant.
I left a few thigns out in my last post. Yesterday when we did talk about the M, I stood firm, agreed with her but at the same time did not let her blame all on me. She asked me what I felt love menat? I told her loving and imperfect person in a perfect way. She could not respond, It was my way of telling her "ya im not perfect" I have made mistakes but I am who I am.
She also told me that her family told her if you still ove him, which she says she does, any problems in the M can be worked out. Dont knwo if I believe it, I dont get along with her immediate family.
TH and Rob, I slowly feel I am getting away from the angry stage for now, doesnt mean the anger pill wont be swallowed again, but for now I am content.
She gave me a little crap about spending money on her gift card, I simply reminded her that when I received the D papers, I did not consider my money any of her concern. I told her she has worked her butt off and she deserved a spoiled treatment. What I felt I accomplished last night was a good talk, no argueing, before any time I would stand up for myself and what I have done she would counter in a negative way, last night I believe she took what I said to heart.
