Just had the best weekend since all this began 4 months ago. Hung out with some good friends. Spent some great times with my S. Just a very easy going and enjoyable weekend. Left my cell off so she couldn't contact me and actually thought very little about her of the sitch over the whole weekend. Never even got to the forum here which for me is a good sign.
The reason it was sooo relaxing was i didn't have to deal with her or her issues. Sunday night i was kicking back having a couple of cold ones by a friends pool and thinking separation wont be too bad and in fact probably a step up from what i am living with now.
Got home late and she was still up. She asked what i was up to and i just said enjoying the weekend and asked how hers went and she just said ok but looked kind of depressed.
Initially i was depressed about looking at a new home for me and my S but now I am starting to see it as a new beginning and looking forward to living without the anger. i know it will be difficult coming back to an empty house but it really will be preferable to seeing her every day in her current state.
Why soooooooo angry when they are getting what they are asking for. It also seems that the closer she is to being set free the worse she gets.
