I tried, I changed, but still am getting divorced!

[newmama]

Newmama got her groove back....I got my cake last night!!! No 2x4s- I will just throw them back at you (lol!).

OK zoobrew called me around 5 p.m. I was very wary...I mean I loved the fact that he called and I was really surprised to hear from him (so soon!). So I was talking to him but trying to figure out his intention for calling. He started off saying that he was thinking of our conversation the other night and wanted to clarify something he said about relationships (about how he doesn't want someone to "take care" of him...he meant he didn't want to be mothered; he wanted a partner)

So we are talking for about 45 minutes and he asks me my plans for the week. Long story short, he invites me over for a movie "just to hang out."

His house was gooooorgeous! Wow! And we were both so relaxed and comfortable, chatting away, teasing each other, and I asked him at the start of the movie, "The Crazies," if it bugged him if people talked during the movie. (because I talk a little here and there! hee hee) Well turns out HE was talking a lot! It was really fun.

We had wine, I got to "cuddle" with him, I waited forever for him to kiss me but I think I still was the one who made the move, damn it! He put his arm around me and was rubbing my arm. We watched the whole movie...well 90% of it...before I just turned and looked at him and he kissed me. He loved my perfume (Ralph Lauren "Cool"--I always get compliments on it. Stbxh found it for me and I decided to wear it until I find a new one!)BUT THEN he asks "do you want to go upstairs?" Now I told him earlier that inviting someone over to watch a movie is kind of code for asking them to sleep with them. (I don't know if this is what others think but my friends and I always have!)

He said "really? I swear I was just asking if you want to hang out! I think you are really fun to talk to! This was spur of the moment....although I know you have been without since November 2008" (lol! He remembered)

So I will spare you the details but I thought that I would be like a pouncing tiger and instead I wanted to "take it all in!" And he did say that would like to see me again and I agreed but we didn't say when. I also am not dumb, folks, he could get weirded out again like after the last kayak date.

What sucks is that I accidentally left my ring and bracelets over there!! So I do really need the ring. It is important to me. Just wasn't thinking straight, I guess!