LOL, Purple. And yes, it doesn't make me feel better.
I have felt extremely depressed this week. It really sucks. I dont know how long I will be like this but I am seriously tired of feeling this way. I can't remember the last time I felt happy and I used to consider myself a "happy" person. This feels like such a blow. Like I am regressing in life?
One great thing is that I finished up my summer semester of school yesterday. Last lab and class. Thank God. I have 2 weeks of time off before the fall semester starts.
Going to see L after work today. Should be interesting. I am thisclose to just signing house over to STBX and being done with it. I don't feel like fighting in court and spending money for a D that I didn't file anyway.
I was praying this morning for God to please guide me and to get out of this depression. It seems unending. Miserable. My sis told me if she were me that she'd be going on "lots of dates." Yeah right. I have ZERO desire for 'dating.'
