Seperated.i'm a young couple. What to do?

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Thanks pinhead.

I booked my plane tickets.You so right it is my trip.

He messaged me a few days later, apolygising how he reacted and that it took him off guard.He mentioned that the easiest way to get over me, was to not hear,see or know what i was doing. he wished me well on my trip.
I kept my reply short and positive, " I was caught guard off too. Hope you have a great trip.It will be fun"

Few days ago.. i just burst out crying. I felt so sad about the whole M situation. Im not scared of finding someone else, but its finding someone who will love you as much as i did to my H. I've heard the line plenty of times "there are many fish in the sea", its so hard when every where i go, i'm comparing them to my H.

Read DR, and applied the 180. Its so hard when we are seperated and living hours apart.

If only i had read the book before it was too late.