"i wanted to save my m. i wanted my bff back."

Do you understand that this is 2 different things?

While they seem the same they are not.

One would not be scared of their BFF.

"i wanted to know if my h was posting since i found out about db.com through him."

So.. have you found his post yet?

"i wanted to know what was going on with my h."

Cause there has to be something wrong with him.. right?

"i wanted to know if things can be turned around."

So what do you think now?

"but i am still here. still posting."

Why?

I intend on taking small steps here.. but will refer back to this post.

Off we go...


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.