IB, Wow!! Look at the cool people on your thread. It sure is great to get some kind of feedback that helps you through this. YOU are also helping people that read this thread more than you know. We can't all be nuts right? I do agree with a lot of what I see here. Punkin is great. She is helping you too whether you know it or not. The depression is real. The strange behavior is present. Everyone is reporting the same UFO/Alien abduction and we still have trouble with our faith of this all. So..... we always go back to the basics. Keep reading here and books because knowledge is power. I thought I read a lot already. I keep finding the more I read the more I see and my pain is reduced as I keep understanding more. I have a long way to go. That show you saw seems to be more than just a coincidence don't you think? Looks like when we signed those marriage vows we signed up for this. Who gets to be the strong one in your relationship? Who would you like it to be?
