Thanks for your advice. I'm trying my best to act like I don't care, I'm trying to find hobbies but so far he don't care. I begining to think nothing going to work anymore and the sad thing is he's killing with feelings I do have left for him. Where is says he is staying seems to be pretty true. I've rode by and my dad is good friends with some of the people and has stoped by and nothing weird is going on. But who really knows, anything is possible. I just don't know how we got here but if this is how my life is going to be being married, well I rather get out of it. I'm letting him take it from me. I just pray God has got to have a better plam for me because I don't know what more I can take.
