Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Well, today has been OK i guess.

Morning went OK, did some things around the house, nothing exciting. Just pleasantries.

Well, this is where it gets weird. She is complaining about something with her shaving or something, and I suggest that she go back to waxing. Long story short - she ends up fully nude in front of me and asks me to help her wax (i usually do). Mind you, in the past 6 weeks she's been shy about being naked - things like turning her back to me when she's changing her top, putting on pants in bed... stuff like that.

Well, she got fully nude in front of me today.

Guys, I somehow managed to keep it together without pouncing on top of my wife and making a huge mistake.

But I have to say, that was pretty f*ing hard.

Well, after that I had some things to do around the house, had to run some errands. I went and did my thing. Came back, played with S4, put him down for a nap, and she said she was goinig out shopping.

She calls me from the store and says, "I need you to shop for me, I can't do it." In the past she has asked me to shop for her because I have good taste in clothing, and she always likes what I pick out. So, she comes right back home and says we'll go later together to shop. We played some cards for awhile, took a nap, read a little, shared a few good kisses in the interim. After her nap she wakes up and comes into the living room and I asked if she was ready to go shop, she said... "Would go please go for me?" in a puppy dog voice/look. So, I take this as she's trying to include me in doing an act of service for her - I say of course, I'd love to.

I went and shopped for her, and of course she LOVED what I bought her. She tried it on immidiately... again, in front of me, no inhibitions this time either.

We were cleaning tonight and she brought me a hair tie from our room, handed it to me. I asked her, "Huh, what's this?" She said, "Well, it's not mine." I told her it's not mine either, and just walked away. I wanted to launch into a HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME... yada yada... but held it together and walked away. I know what she was trying to do - lure me into R talk and make me feel like I CAN'T BE TRUSTED. No ma'am. Later she came up to me and asked who's it was. I told her, "It's yours." She said no, it isn't. "Then it must be one of your sisters." I said, and just shut her down. Again, she tried to pick a fight and I deflect it. It felt REALLY GOOD to do that! I wanted to bad to launch into the "stop this game" bullshit, but hey, I didn't!

Well, here we are tonight. Nothing crazy. I haven't paid her much attention tonight, been watching my Cowboys crush the Bengals. She just left to pickup some things from the store and gave me a kiss before she left. I'm sitting here, watching my Cowboys. Today has been a pretty good day.

And, quite honestly - a pretty unique day. I don't want to count this as progress, but it's better than yesterday.

ONE day at a TIME. But sh*t - my wife got fully nude with no inhibitions in front of me today. Weird.