First, kodos for you being on this site.It shows you care and that you "get it".
I understand the fast track thing to D.It truly is the healthiest thing to do for yourself.
I agree.Right now, my mindset is to get an apt and move on. This Limboland is driving me crazy.It's not healthy and why should I try to change when H considers only ME the problem. Let me re-phrase that.I am changing for MYSELF.
I think I am the point of having had enough.But with that being said, an hour from now, I might be crying and feeling like s---t.
The theme running in my head when I am truly aware and not emotional, is why am I trying to CONVINCE H that I am worthy, when he has already checked out of M????
