WAH just called and spoke to DD7, she asked him why can't he live closer (breaks my heart!!!!) He said "b/c then I'd have to find a place of my own up there b/c mommy and I can't be together" What a BS line. She hung up the phone screaming in agony "daddy says you guys can't be together...why????????"

I told her "sweetie, those are questions you have to ask daddy, just know this is something he's choosing, I didn't choose this, and I don't agree with it, but you have to talk to daddy to get answers"

UGH!!! I hate seeing my baby so heartbroken. My father left when I was 4, I found out when I was 26 the reason WHY, and not from either parent. My aunt finally told me it was b/c my mom had an affair. I lived for 22 yrs with unanswered questions. I've lived with pain and fear for 24 years. The very thing I tried so damn hard to avoid for my kids, and now they're living it.

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug