I think that is part of pain/problem.H and I are still in the house- together, but separated in every sense of the word. That is hard for me.
Thanks for the great advice.
I think if I could go dark, I'd be much better off. In fact when H is away from the house, I feel relieved. I am thinking of asking H to leave until I can find a place to move to.This is HIS house, but since he wants out, I might suggest he moves out for awhile. I would stay here, have my surgery end of Sept, recuperate, then move out in Oct or Nov as H has advised he wants me to do.
I have a coaching session tomorrow, will run my idea by Laurie and see what she thinks. I really feel annoyed with myself for being "weak " and emotional with H this morning. H left about three hours ago, so I have had time to work on a 'tude adjustment.
