After Exposure - Keep It Going

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Well she did have sex chats, but they were text messages. I just thought I would combine the two men, but I will revise it and add that she had an affair with married man.

Anyway, I was out working on the tan all day while they packed. I came home just now, and they are STILL at it.

ADVICE TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS:

Allen was 100% right about being around while they pack and/or move. If you are not BULLETPROOF and IMMORTAL, you WILL BE LAID OUT.

I THOUGHT I had given them enough time for the day, but I was wrong. I got sunburned as hell at the pool, and just wanted to come home and take a shower. IT SUCKED walking in that door and seeing everything boxed up. Who can't finish a kitchen and bedroom in less than a day? Seriously?


Surprisingly, I didn't fall apart. I am more reverent and nostalgic of the PAST and HISTORY with her than I am hurt. I am watching 9 years of memories walk out the door. It sucks, but I was floored that I didn't lose it. It is like watching my dog pass away 2 weeks ago. I KNOW the final outcome and I wish I could change it, but reality just is what it is. I am sad, but not broken.

That suit of armor Allen really works.

She will be back tomorrow night by herself to finish packing. I am thinking I need to do the BEST 180 I have ever done, just as a going away present for her.

Maybe I can hand deliver the letter to her, or something else.