so sorry to hear about your Grandma! Sounds like everything that can go wrong is going wrong! Don't feel bad for breaking down...I think it is good to let it out and like you said..you snap yourself out of it and go forward!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing