Sorry for the hijack CNS, I just had to reply to Punkin and Twink.
Sometimes sex doesn't save things either. The one and only time my MLC H talked to me was about 2 years ago before completely losing himself. He told me he needed more passion in his life. I tried to up the affection and initiated sex 2-4 times a week. He almost always was hot and ready to go. However, during this time is also when he started his affair with OW. He would tell me I was beautiful, that I turned him on, would compliment me on how sexy I was. Still, despite my thinking things were better between us, he was seeing OW all this time as well and she was 'his soul mate'. I feel like if he had rejected me at least I would have had an idea of how bad things were between us.
Sorry you find yourself here, CNS. Courage to you.
Me - 38 Husband - 40 MLC! Together 12 years Married 11 years Still the love of my life Forever only lasted 10 years before his MLC and affair
