Well, I did some back sliding today. I didn't sleep at all last night, cried all night.H didn't know I was crying but he did know I tossed and turned all night. The last two days I have been feeling extremely weepy and sad.
H and I talked about things this morning, ( I did cry, could not stop the tears), not the R so much, but about how people get into these M messes.We talked about couples we know who seem to have happy marriages.We discussed the Alpha dog issue. H asked if I was telling my parents today about our R.I said no.H said it's hard to tell family as they ask questions and make judgements.
I am struggling, just cannot wrap my head around what is happening. I did very well at the beginning, but that was when I had hope things may change.I still have some hope, but it's fading fast.
