Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Todays exchange was not so good. H was an hour late, he called from his house phone while I was driving, I ignored it and let it go to voice mail. When I got to the exchange place I deleted the number off my phone, listened to the message then called his cell phone. He answered, said he was having trouble finding his cell phone that's why he called from the other phone and he was surprised I didn't call him back on that one. I didn't say anything, he continued that they were running about an hour late. So I wandered the mall for a bit then sat and read in my car until they arrived.

H came to the car first, asked how I was doing. I replied "Fine." He said that he hadn't heard back from me on that e-mail he sent so how was I really doing, was it getting any better or easier for me. I simply replied, "No" and he said "I"m sorry", then DS reached the car. H hugged DS, borrowed my pen and wrote me a check for about a third of what he owes me. Turns out he got new checks, which have his address with whore on it, he also told me to make sure it clears sooner rather than later.

DS and I left, I silently cried the whole drive home, pleading with God to please bring H back to me. When I got home I tore the check up, making sure the part with his address was in teeny tiny pieces. I do not want to know where he lives with his whore, so will tell him from now on I prefer cash.