ant,
Enjoy the rest of what sounds like a wonderful trip!
Originally Posted By: antlers
I haven't had any kind of relationship since she left. I am 'still married'. I don't want to have to be validated by another person. I don't want to approach another relationship from a position of neediness or weakness. I want to approach it from a position of strength.
I wish things weren't this way, but they are.
^^^This^^^
Ditto.
Healthy.

Peace,

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac