I did and posted to you (lots of same things:)) -

Don't email him / or type it and save it. I've started a "while you were gone" list of a lot of the things that have gone on (good and bad) - I will probably never share it with him - but it helps me process.

If D comes back - and is ill - remember your own boundaries. Luckily though you may have a beautiful little boy to bring joy to your days and you can be a model to him of consistent love and support.

You are GREAT!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time