Check out my thread, as I didn't want to hijack on yours, and see what's going on this morning in my life.
I'm feeling more as I did in the beginning ( the roller coaster) of missing him, even at the expense of peace of mind. I'm tempted to email him and try to start a R conversation, even though I know that would be the wrong thing to do.
I do not envy you the teenager, but I may soon have my bipolar youngest daughter and her son back in the house with me.