Been reading and commenting on other people's threads this morning. Thought I'd quit hijacking and move to my own.
I guess what I am having is a crisis of faith. Despite the hurt, the anger, all the hodge-podge of emotions, I am asking myself what I really want, or should want.
I still love my husband, even though he neither deserves my love or returns it. Even our children are against our reconciliation, not that he has asked for one.
I'm getting a different perspective on this as my youngest daughter, who is bipolar, is doing the same thing to her husband as mine did to me. This morning, she has left her husband, claimed that a knot on her son's head came from her H. ( It did not, it happened riding the tricycle while he was with me this morning) I've already told her she has no room to criticise her father.
So I'm left with the eternal question "Would you take him back?" The answer is Yes, even though I feel it should be No. My SIL is in the same boat as I am now, told him to grab an oar.
