On the other hand, maybe that's what we really all need, support from people going through the same HELL we are.
Do you think that any of us have not gone through almost exactly what you are going though?
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In short, sometimes it's hard to distinguish between the happy mask the WS displays to the world; whether it's really a delusion and a mask, or if we are the one deluding ourselves that they are not happier without us.
I believe that the mask they wear shows everyone happiness but they are NOT happy. It is erroneous thinking that they are happier without you. As you go further down the tunnel out of replay you see it all very clearly.
Sometimes you can see it clearly while they are in replay. They are in a massive amount of pain. Way more than the LBS. They also use it as their shield, trying to keep you from seeing it. Continue to learn and study and you will see this too.