Hi Mat... I am glad you are still checking in with me smile

I do feel I am getting stronger all the time. I have not had any interaction with H for over two weeks now. We have not had any interaction initiated by me in about 3 months.

I am approaching this like driving over a bridge. I keep my line of vision focused on the road directly in front of the car, right between the two straight yellow lines.

I have a thing about bridges. If it is a bridge I drive often enough to become somewhat comfortable I may sneak a peak now and then out my peripheral vision to see the spectacular view. hmmmm I think there might be a really good analogy in there somewhere smile

Sons are doing as well as can be expected, it is so true that the better I do with things the better they do.

How is your DD?


Me 54
DS19 and DS17
Married 06/1989
Divorced 01/2011