LG, have you read the Divorce Remedy? If not, try and get a copy from a bookstore or the library. Nothing you're going through is unique, and there are lots of thinks you can do that will help YOU get through this tough time.
Do you have kids?
Three things to focus on before I go to church:
1. Exercise. It'll take your mind off of your situation, as well as make you healthier by burning fat and stress. 2. Sleep. Sleep deprivation is very common. I'm down to about 4 hours a night, and I'm on day 48. 3. Eat well. Put good food in your body, and minimal amounts of alcohol. This will help #1 and #2.