Things are going. Been focusing on changing my outlook on life improving me and letting things go from their. I am becoming the fun outgoing person I use to be so many years ago. Trying here and their to get out of this semi-dark stage with her since I know that if I don't try I'll be in this cheeseless tunnel for longer than needed. I realized she needs time to herself to deal with her emotions but at the same time me not communicating was an issue, so slowly testing and retreating. And realizing theirs almost nothing I can say or do at the present time that will change her mind, that will be solely on her and I actually feel fine about that( she knows without a doubt my feelings on my marriage and Friendship) overall I'm grateful for what happened without it I'd most likely still be doing the same things that were making me unhappy, if that makes any sense.
