I've now had a few good days in a row. Felt positive and optimistic all three. Feel strong and 'happy', of all things.
Rather than "getting through" a day, I'm already planning activities next weekend. And thinking about camping with my D the next weekend.
It's nice to be looking forward to my new future. The new me is getting a lot of attention. I know Monday will likely be tough with W and the mediator but it doesn't matter right now.
This was her choice. And I am finding all the good I can find in it and running with it. The one thing I NEED from now on is ME. And THAT is unnegotiable.
I just thought that all of you who helped me get to today needed to know and feel good about what you've done. And get a much deserved THANK YOU.
I know I'm a long way from the finish line in this race but it appears though a "win" isn't guaranteed, it'll be a good finish.
