I agree with you and Pinhead. I am putting myself first.
Slamming the door is to admit defeat. But having HOPE is getting harder every day. As I said, the days H and I have our meetings, is the low point for me. Everything hits home and the harshness of reality of the future sinks in.I keep imagining myself moving out and living in a small apt, when I have been used to a large home and property. I need to reconcile within myself it's all about being happy first and foremost.
