Hi Pinhead,

I know you are right, but it is painful being in this house, waiting and watching and hoping.

I hope the "little guy" makes a move ..lol. I think IF that were to happen, maybe, just maybe, things might turn around. I keep thinking about physically going after my H, but I am afraid to-I couldn't take the rejection.

I will continue to make keep myself looking good, ( H always used to say "if you weren't so cute I would have killed you long ago" lol), and hope things work out.

The problem is that being here is getting way too hard.I find myself avoiding H.

I agree-reading some of the stories is difficult. So much pain- I hate knowing people are suffering. I think WHY can't we just FIX it??!!!

Thanks as always~


SQ