I haven't told any of my friends of my current situation. Only my oldest brother knows.
The phone coaching through DB is helpful.I have my second session on Monday the 9th. I will take a different approach to coaching now that I have "dropped the rope".
It's crazy-H just asked me if I want to go to dinner tonight. WTF???? I digress, sorry..lol...
This is my second M, I went through a D before. I was the WAW in that marriage. I tried for 18 years to save it. I married young. So, having been D before I do know the process, but this time will be much harder.
I like the idea of a divorce coach, I will look into that, thanks.
I had been doing very well before this last Wednesday. H and I have meetings Wed/Sat to discuss the path we are on. I am always emotional (not in front of H) on these days. Today was the hardest meeting so far. It is hard for me to see H so unemotional, but this is his style, always has been. It's partly why our M went down in flames.I am emotional, H is not.
