Oh Gardener....I feel you. I do. I am having a similar experience today. Wish I could help. I think all we can do if feel the pain until it passes...take care.

Me-35

Together: 18 yrs
M-12.5 yrs
S-8
D-4
D'd: Feb. 2010

The LORD your God is with you,
he is mighty to save. --Zeph. 3:17