Back together but maybe seperating again?

[Jealousy]

Its true. I don't believe he came back because he wanted to. The situation with his roommate wasn't working out and well to be honest, as much as I knew not to, I begged and pleaded every minute I could. It was hard not to, as I've been with him since I was 14, he's all I know and of course I freaked out. Everyone said with time it would get easier, but I found it only got harder.

When he first came back we were actually doing pretty well. My pregnant neice and her husband were than evicted and needed a place to stay. I ried to say no as I knew it would be hard on us and of course it was as they fought and we would end up picking sides or whatnot.

He claims I'm miserable all the time when really I'm not. The only time I am upset is if I come home from work and the house is upside down when he was home all day or we have no food in our house and unpaid bills and he's out buying whatever he wants. He is pretty lazy and horrible with money and refuses to work on a budget with me, which is something we have always struggled with and occasionally it gets to me. I'm not sure what I can say or do to turn things around to make him want to help rather than feeling "negged".