Im going to reread some parts today of the book. I dropped a card into her car today ( I know, I know)while picking up the kids. It said just that. That I am happy she sees that it derserves a second chance and that Im going to try and be strong and just love her, be here for her when she is ready and just try and lift her spirits. And just not try to get down and go back to being my happy self that everyone loves, but be a better me.
I this has been insane on me mental wise and psyically. I have drop 35 lbs in 9 weeks. Im 6'2 was about 230. Now Im 195. Everyone sees me and ask how you getting in great shape,I just LOL and say nothing.