You are not taking anyone's advice. You need to listen and do what you've been told b/c everything you've done is wrong. As long as you think you know more about what to do--then a counselor, pastor, or a support group can't help you.
When you are ready to keep your mouth shut and open your ears and are serious about learning...then you'll see changes, but until then...you are digging a deeper well.
If you simply want to come here to journal, then say so.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
