Pinhead, look all over the board today. Lots of people have slipped. This being in limbo is really hard. I don't think I can do it either. There is no easy way. I want my marriage more than anything but also want to be true to myself and be with someone who wants to be with me. Even letting go and moving on feels like limbo to me. Pick yourself up and keep going. You are doing great. Focus on the good parts of what you've done. You said yourself the evening started great....you were doing something right. Go do that again.
